i find it hard to live in a life that i am in love with one of my best friend that dont even live here and he has no idea at all. i find it hard to live in a life when your family thinks your fat but dont tell you. i find it hard to live in a life when you want to move but when you tell your ‘friends’ you want to leave they say “why?!”. i find it hard to live in a life when you are not good at spelling. i find it hard to live in a life when your shit a maths. i find it hard to live in a life when you dont want to come home to your family or home. i find it hard to live in a life when people talk about you behind your back. i find it hard to live in a life when you dont live in a town with you best friends but fakes. i find it hard to live in a life when you just want to forget your past but people just keep throwing it back in your face with no respect. i find it hard to live in a life when every one around you are haters. i find it hard in life when you make a promise to yourself and never keep it. i find it hard in life how i’m fat and every one around me isn’t. i find it hard in life living in a life when people dont stop copying you are folowing you cos they know it annoys the complete fuck out of you. i find it hard living in a life when you always feel like you look like a dick no matter what you do and no matter what you wear. i find it hard in life by not being able to me my self cos of when i live. i find it hard in life when NO ONE understands…